I pursued you because I didn’t know you
And I wanted just a taste
But every sip was sweeter than the last
Your heart seemed so love-laced
And twisting words of sweetness
Over your loverly head
Caused my draught to ever-deepen
As I laid there, outspread
I dared you to take every piece of me
To see if you could carry my weight
And when you found you couldn’t breathe
You claimed unfamiliarity and made your escape
The pieces of me I’ve scattered
All across the floor
I fear that none of them matter
And I’m left with no more
So I’ll gather what I can
With dustpan and broom
And never again
Will I have cause to assume
That anyone knew me
Especially not you
For no more will I be chased
And no more will I pursue
And worse yet, I cannot blame you
You were guarding your own heart
But please don’t look at me any time soon
Or ask me who I am – I don’t know where to start
What a nicely written poem December Rose. The feeling of heartache and lack of will to continue was palpable in your words alone, especially in the first stanza.
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Thank you ❤
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Of course. 😀
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How are you now? 🙂
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Haha you’re sweet. I have good days and bad days. I’m in a transition period in my life so I’m not sure I can give a solid answer to that because starting a new chapter of life is never easy, but it doesn’t mean anything is wrong. I’m just adjusting 🙂
I wrote this particular poem because I wanted to pursue a lady who is not ready to be pursued, but I don’t plan on giving up quite yet.
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I don’t want a solid answer. 🙂 Transition has pains. Strong ones go thro it.. so will you. That’s perfectly fine. I am going to many transitions at one time. It’s tough i agree, but worth! 😊
And these love stuffs are kinda over my head. I am still a kid.. just good luck. Hehe.. hope you get the sweet lady ✨
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Well you are very wise for being so young. And incredibly comforting. It’s strange to have such a strong friend who is so young and so far away but still be so comforted. Thank you 🙂
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I don’t know what to say. Welcome 😊
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